Lucination

There is nothing you can say
to make it alright.
There’s nothing you can do
to understand
what I’m going through.

I don’t want to look at you,
I don’t want to see
that cold expression on your face.

You are a reminder
of what never meant to be.

Nothing has changed;
You stand there infront of me
and you say nothing
because you know
there’s nothing to be said.

And you know, if you do,
you will be a victim
of being sentimental
with a scent of sympathy.

These years with you
has been going in circles,
it’s a spirial of denial.

I have said good bye to you
and so have you.