This Love

Looking for you, seeking you,
it’s living near this terrible fear.

Hoping you one day understand
hoping you will see me again
like you used to.

Hoping I’ll never get pass this
because I want to die in your arms.

I want to feel this,
I don’t want to vanish
without you on my mind.

I may never forgive you for what you did
I may never understand the reasons why
but the only thing that seems true
is my love for you.

I cannot tell you goodbye
because you’re already gone.
I cannot say I love you
because you would only ignore me.

I write this little note to you my love
because I will not regret one minute we had
and I will not stand here anymore
watching you twist my world around.

I know my chances are lost
so I shouldn’t be lying to myself again
thinking you’d ever look my way again.

It’s sad, it’s so sad
this love is watering my cheeks
this disaster, this love.